Narcan Summer

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I recorded this, and the other songs on the album this song will be on, while staying with my grandparents for a few months before moving cross country. I had most of my instruments already en route to my new home on the opposite coast so I used what I could fit in my car (one guitar, synth, drum machine, and Tascam 688 8-track cassette machine) and recorded a batch of songs in their basement.

Being home again and living in the same place where I had previously lived with my younger brother and being surrounded by old family photos and memories put me in a place where I was ultra aware of how much tragedy and destruction had befallen my family and friends from this disease of addiction, and the fact that I am still here and able to do what I love weighed heavily on my soul. Guilt, and regret were there with me in everything I did and instead of trying to ignore it or seek therapy, I allowed myself to feel all these different emotions fully and without interference and put them into the music I was making. It felt like a way to pay tribute to the people we've lost along the trip and tell their stories, even if I would be the only one to truly know the specific characters in the songs.

The cover of this single is a picture of my younger brother Nicholas Peter Hall and I during our Beastie Boys phase. This is for you Nick, may you live forever. -JR Hollywood, CA 6-15-20

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it gets away from me / i finally found the floor again
all bets are off, so Shiva show em' you love them
it's been so long since you felt the sting
it's probably been there for ages

soon we'll all be stating how we're never afraid
except for a vintage type of fear of a certain day & age
but, i said it then and i'll say it again
i haven't felt that for ages

aware all the while / where you were found
and someday we'll both know where we're going

avert yr eyes away from labor camps
i won't stop you from calling all of yr favors in but,
it's been so long / only need one thing
i haven't been that for ages

aware all the while / where you were found
and someday we'll both know where we're going

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released June 16, 2020
Jason R - Roland 606, Yamaha DX, Vox

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Free Country East Longmeadow, Massachusetts

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Jason Ribadeneyra,

an original Lost Boys cast member let go for lifting leather jackets from set, and having perfect teeth.

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